色戒 Lust, Caution

He does not only get inside me， he worms his way into my heart like a snake.  Deeper.  All the way in.  I take him in as a slave.   I play my part faithfully so I, too, can get to his heart.  Every time, he hurts me until I bleed and scream.  Then he is satisfied.  Then he feels alive.  In the dark, only he knows it's all real.  

他不但往我的身體裡鑽,還像條蛇一樣，往我的心裡面愈鑽愈深，我得像奴隸一樣的讓他進來，只有忠誠待在這個角色裡面，我才能鑽進到他的心裡。每次他都要讓我痛苦的流血、哭喊，他才能夠滿意，他才能感覺到自已是活著的，在黑暗裡只有他知道這一切是真的。